Times are changing.  We are frazzled.  We tried respite care before and it didn’t work well.  It stressed mom out.   We’re trying again.  And I’m having to look for a job outside of caring for mom now.

And I want to cry.

I want to be the one to be there.  I don’t want to lose a moment with my mom.  I’m exhausted emotionally after 7 years that I can’t even begin to explain.  I need a rest.  I have to work and take care of her so it has to be juggled.

I don’t know why it’s hit me.  But it does.  Even just a couple of days a week will help.

I just love my momma so much.

Time with her is precious.