I always want the before/after photo where the “after” looks amazing.  I didn’t get that recently.

Prior to this journey someone thought I was 18.  I had looped that number twice and then some.  And after years of caregiving someone the other day thought I was almost 60.  Wow.  That’s how bad I look.

At least on the outside.  I’m definitely older, more tired, more haggard, more gray.  And yet I’m not the same person.  In good and bad ways.

I wonder if you took a screenshot of my soul what my before and after would look like?