Today we went to the surgeon to follow up on the last drama surgery. Thinking that we might be taking on a new surgery. Mom has been so bad that I literally packed my “hospital” bag thinking they would have to admit her. I’ve been crying all weekend over it as I just don’t think I have the strength for another hospitalization.
Mom had peace about it today. For me I was stressed, cranky and nervous.
But wonder of all wonders, what we thought was a labrum tear or avulsion is just severe bursitis. Hallelujah. So now I can come home and unpack. And hopefully mom will end her pain pills soon. They make her confusion come back within mere minutes.
I give thanks to God. I wish I could jump up and down in gratitude and at least look the picture above, but Lord, just know I’m grateful even if I am exhausted.