When the exhaustion is so deep and you’re just numb and you know you’re numb but you can’t remember anything.  And you want to cry all day and all night because you just are so exhausted.  And your heart is literally fluttering because that little physical essential is having issues with all the stress.  And you don’t know how long you can keep doing this but you wonder what are the options.  And you feel the sacrifice of love.   It’s love.